<p>From the outside she was beautiful smart and capable. On the inside she was unraveling. From a childhood of feeling invisible to a lifetime of chasing love that never stayed this is the raw unflinching journey of a woman who gave everything to everyone-until she had nothing left to give. Battling undiagnosed ADHD broken family roots and her own self-doubt she searches for belonging in all the wrong places. Teenage pregnancy abusive marriages shattered dreams and the devastating loss of a child become chapters in a story that seems destined for tragedy. But even when her world collapses under the weight of trauma her faith is the last thread holding her together. This is not a story of perfect endings. This is a story of survival. Of breaking. Of rising. Of finding God in the ashes. And maybe finally... herself.</p>