INDECISIVE

INDECISIVE is a highly unusual and exceptional energetic work of fiction. This novel takes the reader from New York to Tanzania in a whirlwind series of events. The crux of the novel features an exciting series of complex and unique twists that center around a rare and perplexing plot where the protagonist thirty-five-year-old Dino Franchetti who was deserted at birth and thanks to encouragement from his grandmother who raised him becomes a successful attorney marries and is the father of six-year-old fraternal twins. Suddenly he believes he has a divine calling to become a priest and follows this bizarre whim creating much stress and chaos within his family. He surrenders his marriage fatherhood stellar career accrued wealth extravagant and glamorous lifestyle in pursuit of this very strange and odd preoccupation which ultimately causes him much failure self-doubt embarrassment and bankruptcy. He finds out when it is too late that he is unable to fulfill this ecclesiastical ambition and summarily withdraws from the seminary on two different occasions. Once back into civilian life he becomes extremely overwhelmed and frustrated not being able to resume his family relations previous standards and his amazing career path. He finds himself on a tumultuous journey including being deceived into having an affair with a very despicable conniving female whom he impregnates and as a result is faced with extremely dire consequences. He feels violated by her complete disregard for his moral integrity believes he crossed the line of morality and as a result is continually tormented suffers severe anxiety self-doubt and becomes more and more indecisive. He cannot seem to adjust. At this point his life is in shambles he continually questions his sanity completely loses his bearings his self-esteem plummets his career is in jeopardy he has no social life to speak of and having no other recourse finds himself resorting to alcohol and gambling as a crutch and in so doing continually jeopardizes his sanity and almost self-destructs. He gradually takes the necessary steps to restore his life to some semblance of normalcy but encounters many difficult and unusual hurdles towards even a partial recovery.