INSANITY or EPIPHANY Illusory

What follows in these writings is an account of my experiences with the exception of some brief background focusing mainly from the time period of 1998 to present. It is not my intention to purport any sort of authoritative misguided stance of truth that beckons your adherence; rather it is that which is aptly titled A Journey of Self Deception. Make of it what you will for in all honesty it is still my greatest struggle to decipher what if any meaning there was and is in all if not any of it. I'm not under any delusive pretense that this is of if any sort of import as you will see for yourself I went that road. Rather I get the strange sense that this will be therapeutic and perhaps cautionary to those who seek higher or greater understanding from falling into the same mind traps I did. Insanity or Epiphany I still don't know!