It Will Be Okay

<p> I was born and raised as a military brat mostly in southeastern Virginia. Growing up I had attended church and both of my parents were very religious. After all my father's father was a pastor out on the West Coast. He too was a retired military officer. So my path was almost ordained for me on which way I was going to go. But I always did things a little different than everybody else so my path took me a little bit of a rougher road to get to where I as well became a military officer. During my tour of duty I spent most of it with the 101<sup>st</sup> Airborne Division. So I was rather molded along the style of leadership. I even spent time in the U.S. Army Ranger school until a major knee injury knocked me out on graduating. I always regretted never going back to finish.</p><p><br></p><p>Be that as it may my marital life certainly was in shambles from the beginning. It did not take me until getting married the third time that I truly found what I felt was my true heart and soul; soulmate. It did not dawn on me that she felt somewhat different. In 2007 I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis (MS). Within six short years I actually went from walking with a cane to be in a power chair permanently. This is when I truly begin to understand how much my soulmate did not feel that way I did. For an entire year she worked on the mental to the point where I want to commit suicide. This is when the Holy Spirit came into my life and directed me to a new path. My soulmate's disdain for be finally became crushingly clear early one morning the end of September 2015 when she attempted to murder me.</p><p><br></p><p>Since then I have followed the Holy Spirit and am constantly seeking a way in which I could be closer. Further as all good children of God it is also our mission to spread the word as best as possible. That can be accomplished many ways. As a quadriplegic this is one way that I'm reaching out.</p><p> </p><p> </p>