joze

i can only wish i could write much tonight but im so weighed down in words i cant dig. id be lying this hatred because i cannot be loved when im only beloved by this blood with my love. how can i leave them if not for i killed myself loving who i love. hes what i never knew from my silence ive been known but when in their loudest have they found me. i was with you like an unsealed promise and i could only wish to be kept. i looked at me like i was looked blank in conviction rotten by curiosities. will you love me. will you take every word i learned from their hands or will i leave you unconqueredjoze