Juggling Two Families Where do I fit in?

<p>Hi I'm Samantha and right now I'm just trying to figure out how to deal with everything that's changing in my life. My mom and dad are split up and I can't help but feel like everything's different now. Mom's so sad all the time and I miss having dad around all the time. It's like nothing's the same anymore.</p><p></p><p>And then as if that wasn't enough dad finds a girlfriend and moves her into his new house. I only get a little time with him and now I have to share that with her. It feels like everything's being divided up and I don't know how to handle it.</p><p></p><p>But then mom starts dating too. She gets serious with a guy who has kids and now I have to deal with his two boys. They're loud and annoying and I just don't know where I fit in anymore. I want things to go back to how they were - just me mom and dad. But it seems like every time I start adjusting something else changes and it just keeps piling on.</p><p></p><p>The one place I can escape to is school. It's where I feel normal like everything's okay but even that feels like it's at risk now. With all these changes happening I'm struggling to keep up. I just need to figure it out before I lose it.</p><p></p><p>I'm trying to learn how to deal with everything but it's all happening so fast. I really wish things could slow down a little just so I can catch my breath and start accepting all the changes that are coming my way.</p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p>