<p>This is not about revenge which belongs to God but about justification for the abuse and trials I had to endure to find peace and safety with God and to learn and understand that my God was always with me even through all of the pain.</p><p></p><p>From my first memories on our little farm and all the fun and tragic experiences of a little lonely child to a committed child of God's I find faith trust and miracles in only believing His promises.</p>