Instead of embracing the call of God in my life and following the path He had laid out for me I decided to do things my own way. I spent most of my teenage and young adult years looking for someone to love me just for me and my way caused me to do things that I said I would never do. Through many failed relationships hurts and lies I forgot what it meant to really love. One day tired of being tired I made a decision that would change my life forever.