Lily of the crimson garden

Revolves around a middle aged man. Abandoned as a child he navigated the harsh streets of a dystopian future rising through the ranks of a ruthless criminal organization. He was a feared enforcer his soul gradually eroding with each act of violence. Then he met her. Love unexpected and profound bloomed within him softening the edges of his hardened heart. But tragedy struck shattering his world and leaving him adrift. Forced to confront the monster he had become he must choose between the path of vengeance and the path of redemption a path he never thought he would be capable of walking.