Living in the One Percentile

I Grew Up In A Pretty Strict Catholic Household Where Religion Was Always Really Important. My Parents Always Taught Me That I Could Do Anything I Put My Mind To If I Worked Hard Enough For It And That I Should Always Be Good And Kind Because What Goes Around Comes Around. I Brought All These Ideals With Me Into Adulthood And It Seemed To Be Working Well For Me?Until My Husband And I Decided To Try To Start A Family. After A Year Of Trying To Get Pregnant My Faith Was Shaken. Why Didn'T God Want Me To Have A Baby? Am I Really That Bad Of A Person That God Doesnt Think I Should Have Such A Gift? Finally My Pregnancy Test Came Back Positive And I Thought My Tests And Trials Were Over. Oh I Knew There Would Be Small Hurdles To Get Over; All Young Families Experience That?I Was Just Glad The Worst Was Over. I Missed Feeling Like I Could Depend On God. Little Did I Know My Fertility Issues Were Just A Small Blip Compared To The Trials We Would Experience After Becoming Pregnant.I Originally Wrote This Book For My Babies As They Approach Their First Birthday. I Wanted Them To Know How Much They Were Loved And Wanted From The Beginning And For Them To Know Their Story. After Having A Few Family Members Read The Book They Agreed That I Should Publish It As It Has The Potential To Touch Many Lives. I Hope It Does.