In June 2009 Andrew Griffith's life turned upside down with his diagnosis of mantle cell lymphoma an aggressive and incurable form of lymphoma. Join Andrew through his treatment recovery relapse and further treatment over a three year period as he is faced with numerous physical emotional and relationship challenges. This book recounts one man's experience reactions and reflections on how he comes to terms with his fate and how he realizes that his disease while about him is also about how we all react and support one another during times of need. This is a story of appreciation for the bigger and smaller things in life; of reflection and on how not to take life for granted. Of interest to those living with cancer those close to them or those who wonder what if as well as health professionals wishing to gain a better understanding of the patient experience.