Lost in Thought

<p><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(34 34 34 1)></span><em style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(34 34 34 1)>Not everything is meant to know Ilana. Some things need their mystery to survive.</em><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(34 34 34 1)></span></p><p><br></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(34 34 34 1)>Ilana has an enviable job at the opera house a committed relationship and a cozy Greenwich Village apartment but the questions inside of her are growing insistent. Is it due to her scientist boyfriend's research on how people make their decisions or is she suffering suppressed grief from the death of her adoptive mother? She becomes curious about who she would be if she'd grown up in her birth home. Is she truly who she thinks she is? Has she ever freely chosen anything at all? When Ilana learns that her birth mom owns a pub upstate well what harm could there be in furtively dropping by for a drink? To see just to see. What begins as curiosity about her choices evolves into a traumatic shift in her world. She loses control of her life. And then chaos.</span></p><p><br></p><p><em style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(34 34 34 1)>Lost in Thought</em><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(34 34 34 1)> is a novel about unconscious decision-making and the illusion of free will.</span></p>