Love Always Damian

They say time heals all wounds. What a load of bull. Its been four years and Kates voice still echoes in my mind. Every. Damn. Day. I numb her memory when it taunts me. In college I drown her out with booze and easy lays. I cant do what she asked. I cant let her go. Not even when Lia shows up freaking ripping whats left of me to shreds. Caring about someone isnt worth the deadness that follows after theyre gone. I didnt ask for this. Didnt ask for her. And I sure as hell didnt plan to miss her when she walked out of my front door. Now if I want to keep her I have to straighten myself out and earn her. I cant screw this up. Because if I do Ill lose more than just Lia. Ill lose my life...