Love Always Kate

Dear Diary Leukemias been my life since I was eleven. Now six years later I want my life back. Only Im not sure what that is. The test results came back today. 22000. Which means Im officially out of remission-again. I have three options: 1) Another round of chemo. 2) A super-new experimental drug. 3) Dump it all- forget the meds and treatments and enjoy the time I have left. I think I know what I want. Then in walks Damian changing everything. I mean everything... Hes got his own set of issues. It binds us together you know? We understand what its like to lose what matters most in seconds. Still the last thing I need is to have someone else to crush if I cant fight hard enough. And the last thing he needs is someone else to grieve. Never mind. Im down to two options now. Somehow I know that whichever one I choose the result will be the same. With the sand in my hourglass seeping to the bottom I hope theres enough left to show Damian that lifes worth living. Worth fighting for. Worth dying for. Love Always Kate