This is the third book in the series following Mercy Lord Mercy and Into the Pink Hole. After painting for fifty years what I needed to say that way had been said and I turned to music (dance not being available of adults where I live.) Now writing has surfaced in my life and I write in the hopes that what I say will help someone else learn from my experience with therapy and the help of God. Since I am challenged by schizophrenia (paranoid variety) anorexia nervosa a broken heart and every trauma known to woman.