Lust Became Love

<p><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>I told myself I wouldn't do it. I really did but not only did I fall for the playgirl I actually was brave enough to admit it! Out loud. To her!</span></p><p></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>Only she didn't reciprocate. The rejection stung but only because it wasn't even true. I know she loves me and that's not me being in denial or wishing.</span></p><p></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>That's the truth. Cold hard facts.</span></p><p></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>The problem is she's so afraid of being hurt she won't let love in. I'm going to change that. She's going to admit it. I'm not giving her a choice.</span></p><p></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>This entire time I've played by her rules. Now it's her turn to follow mine. She thinks things will go her way but she has no idea what I have in store!</span></p><p></p><p></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>You ever heard the saying You didn't appreciate what you had until it was too late? I could be paraphrasing but you get the point.</span></p><p></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>She was mine. Mine. But when it came down to admitting my feelings to giving her what she needed I choked. I've never choked on anything a day in my life but eight little letters is what does it?</span></p><p></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>Now I have to win her back. Problem is she's not going to make it easy. Don't get me wrong: We all know I love a challenge but it's like she evolved when I wasn't looking. When I first met her she was this sweet little kitten who blushed at every look I gave her. Somehow she's become a full-grown lynx one that knows how to tease and tempt me.</span></p><p></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>How did I let her turn the tables? How did I let her become so deeply rooted under my skin? How was it I didn't just want her --- I needed her.</span></p><p></p><p><span style=background-color: rgba(255 255 255 1); color: rgba(15 17 17 1)>Mel thinks she controls the game and I'll let her continue to think that but at the end of the day she'll be begging for me again. I'll have her right back where I want her in no time at all. After all no one escapes my thorns!</span></p>