Memoirs of a Schizophrenic Goddess

Admitting I'm nuts would mean that the journey has not been real.<p><p><I>Memoirs of a Schizophrenic Goddess</I> begins with the murder of John Lennon. The superstar's spirit leads me to a book on science ritual and religion called Tantrism. In the book I find pictures of a woman spinning in a circle. Finally there is a reason for the dance that I've been hiding in all of my life. According to the book I am a goddess but the book is too difficult to understand the science is too complex.</p><p>To understand the journey I must read every book in the library. That's millions of books.</p><p>Adding to my misery are the voices and the visions. Jesus and The Virgin are flesh and blood in my world and devil-fighting rituals are a way of life.</p><p>Exhausting my resources I search for help. No one wants to listen. I am encouraged to be quiet not to let my craziness surface. That doesn't work for me because the journey is real.