Miracles in Mourning: Surviving the Death of a Child

I need to get through this day. Everyone keeps telling me that I need to live for my daughters but all I want to do is crawl back in bed pull the covers over my head and stop breathing - then I could open my eyes and I would be with my son again. I didnt want to parent I didnt want to live I just wanted to hold my son. That thought consumed me for months but what I learned was that God was next to me holding me up helping me walk keeping me among the living - and I am so grateful. There is life after the death of a child I promise! It is not an easy road that we travel. We have to learn to live without our child - its so biologically wrong to bury your child yet we are a testament to our faith by getting up everyday. My hope is that this book will be a resource and comfort to you. You are not alone. Keep putting one foot in front of the other. Dont give up on your future self.