Modal Existential Nihilism

If life is without justification a priori which is in itself; the mere fact that I think a certain thing makes life meaningful cannot make it so. In order to create justification for life man is required to step out of life itself life which is intrinsically meaningless. This stepping out (As Nietzsche would say distancing oneself) as much as it enables us to create a justification it simultaneously shows us that life is intrinsically meaningless. It is this discordance that expresses the absurdity of life which I deem the existentialists try to transcend by undertaking the second phase (the constructive phase.) But as I have said every bid for transcendence ends with absurdity; for the subject in the attempt to create meaning for life is always external to life and realizes the intrinsic meaninglessness of life.