In seeking company from those of my kind I entered a world of delusion superficiality and depravity. Was I losing my soul or just my sanity? Traveling through salvation and damnation to a more enlightened place -- within my own soul. A suppressed rage endangered me to the dark side. This is a journey out of that darkness... Lyrical confessions about relationships adolescence insecurity death society gay culture perseverance and spirituality. Styles include Couplets Triplets Quatrains Shakespearean and Italian Sonnets Blank and Free verse.