Alcohol and other dysfunctions mocks the memories of what true love should be and replaces it with a sense of false hope. It even tries to destroy destiny in a generation. But for some it pushes them into success and motivates others to strive even the more toward destiny. I often wondered if what I saw observed and felt in my parents life as well as through other people was a prime example of why I experienced and allowed so many things that caused the things to happen in my own? There were many times in my life I had been so wounded and hurt but I still had love.