My Life as a Russian Novel

An unsparingly truthful account of love betrayal and the traps we set for ourselves by France''s master of psychological suspenseIn work after work the critically acclaimed author Emmanuel Carrère has trained his unblinking gaze on the lives of others as they fight a losing battle with that most fearsome of adversaries—the self. Now determined to escape the bleak visions of his narratives he takes on a film project in the heart of Russia while also embarking on a new love affair back home in Paris. But soon enough the diversion he seeks eludes him intimacy proves too arduous and Carrv®re is left peering into the dark mirror of his own life.Set in Paris and Kotelnich a small post-Soviet town My Life as a Russian Novel traces Carrère''s pursuit of two obsessions—the disappearance of his Russian grandfather and his erotic fascination with a woman he loves but cannot keep from destroying. In prose that is elegant and passionate Carrère weaves the strands of his story into a travelogue of a journey inward. Road trip confession erotic tour de force—this fearless reckoning illuminates the schemes we devise to evade ourselves and the inevitable payment they exact.