NIJER MADHYEI NIJE / নিজের মধ্যেই নিজে : আন্তরিক মননের এবং বিশ্বাসের কথা

This writing is an expression of the changes that are felt in oneself after spending most of ones life and the ideas that are changed and new ideas are created without ones knowledge. It is a matter of self-transformation within a very ordinary man of his sincere thinking and of his innate beliefs which cannot always be expressed to the outside world. In that sense I have nothing to say in front of the reader. Fear behind not to be ridiculous. But yes it is true that I write and it is driven by a blind emotion in the body and some words are hummed on the pages of plain paper. I dont know if they are standard or if they move someone. Writing is born while sleeping walking on a moving bus on a rickshaw while walking in the morning. It is purely personal. If that personal emotion feeling spreads from person to person at some point then ones own words become ones own pain anothers pain anothers pain or anothers speech. I think with a little effort I can say a lot about it. But when I sit down to write I get lost.   A lot of things. Thousands of writing material gurgles inside the chest. Different words different sentences start to be inserted inside. I look forward to hearing from one who has no more books? Whoever does not submit only one book any other book or story I am his storybook; I am his story. One such attentive reader might end up reading the whole book with disinterest and in the end amazement will continue to overflow from his eyes.