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<p><em style=color: rgba(0 0 0 1); background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0)>no title yet</em><span style=color: rgba(0 0 0 1); background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0)> because I have literally no idea what I'm doing. I'm all over the place going back and forth between grief poetry and poems about my 'silly little crushes'. I quit my corporate job and opened up a bookstore in my late husband's hometown just to realize he was right all along - I shouldn't have moved there. So once again I turned my life upside down I closed down the store and this time moved across the country... all the way to Texas where I was supposed to find a 'real job'. Instead it's been three months and I have found myself sitting in East Austin right next to the trailer I bought and remodeled into a mobile bookstore. I still have no clue what the hell my plan is. </span><em style=color: rgba(0 0 0 1); background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0)>no title yet</em><span style=color: rgba(0 0 0 1); background-color: rgba(0 0 0 0)> is the title because I'm embracing the unknown. For the first time in my life I'm okay with whatever happens next. I mean I don't think it gets any worse than losing the love of your life at the age of 26... does it?</span></p>