Nothing to Lose

<p><strong><em>Come to New York with us Roxie!</em></strong></p><p><strong><em>It'll be so much fun!</em></strong></p><p><strong><em>We have tickets to the grand reopening of the Crimson flagship nightclub.</em></strong></p><p><strong><em>My girls don't know the truth. How can I say no?</em></strong></p><p> </p><p>Who says no to five-star travel? I should have. Isn't retrospect a b*tch? Life was so much easier before him. Going home should mean regularly scheduled programming. Except something's different. I just can't figure out what.</p><p> </p><p>My girls are the same. My apartment. My work. Sure a few die-hard fans camp outside my building that's different. Oh and bodyguards hang around me like a bad smell. But everything else is the same... right?</p><p> </p><p>No. If only. Damn. Move on already. He's in my head and won't go away. Then New Year hits and of course my girls want to go to New York. </p><p> </p><p>Say no. Say no. Say no. How can I say no? I can't without confessing. It's fine. It'll be fine. What could possibly go wrong? Wait... déjà vu...</p><p> </p><p><em> </em></p><p><em>Warning: Contains explicit language and imagery. Suitable only for ages 18 and over.</em></p><p><br></p>