Now That I'm Still Here

<p>The first breath after the fall doesn't feel like a miracle. It feels like theft. Survival isn't noble-it's jagged brutal and haunted by every ghost you tried to bury.</p><p></p><p>In this searing memoir Christopher Carazas takes us inside the silence after collapse: years of abuse the weaponization of his autism and the knife-edge moments where he nearly gave up for good. What follows isn't tidy redemption-it's the unglamorous grind of clawing back breath love and identity.</p><p></p><p>Told with haunting honesty and lyrical force <em>Now That I'm Still Here</em> is more than a survival story. It's a lifeline. A reminder that even when the dark whispers you're too much your breath is still enough.</p>