Out of the Darkness

<p><br></p><p><br></p><p><span style=color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>As a senior in high school I had what many would call an All-American Life. I was varsity captain in three sports was named the most athletic female in my highschool an academic honors student and in seven short months I would be on my way to a Division II college to pursue my education and compete on the cross country and track team. My parents are supportive and married. I have a loving sister. I was truly happy and thankful for the life I had and all the hard work I had put in to get me to where I was.</span></p><p><br></p><p><span style=color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>Despite this All-American background nothing had prepared me for the downward spiral that led me to two two-weeklong psychiatric hospitalization stays and a suicide attempt before those seven months were up. I would later be diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder and with time learn to overcome stigma and eventually find peace and learn to live a successful and meaningful life.</span></p><p><br></p><p><span style=color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>If I had a better understanding of what mental illnesses looked like and had the correct resources and language to ask for help things would not have been so difficult for my younger self. I believe that if my parents and friends had known more about mental health issues I would not have had to go through what I did.</span></p><p><br></p><p><span style=color: rgba(0 0 0 1)>I wish there were more awareness and education of how mental health issues can affect even a successful driven loved and supportive kid. I don't want what happened to me to happen to anyone else. I hope by sharing my story I can bring awareness to mental health and give the reader a sense of hope. If people do not share their experiences how do we learn from one another and help each other along the way?</span></p><p><br></p>