Paradise Lagoon

I made my choice. I took the hard way out. Now all of our fates are riding on the dice Im about to throw and luck never was on our side.I was whole once with my boys in this slice of paradise wed carved out for ourselves but in the time that we were parted we grew up. Grew apart. And as much as I might have yearned to reclaim that girl with the sand between her toes and the sun on her cheeks its time I admit that I spent too long in the shadows to ever truly be her again.My heart may be breaking for the men I left behind but I know that I can make that pain count for something because Im no fool believing the pretty promises of a mad man.No. Im the assassin he just opened his fortress to. And now that Im inside I intend to repay him for every moment of suffering he has inflicted upon me and my boys.Shawn Mackenzie thought he killed me once upon a time. Now this dead girl is back to return the favour.***Trigger Warning: please be aware this book contains dark scenes of sexual assault and rape. This is NOT done by any of the love interests***