Some people have a mid life crisis buy a car have an affair there's a list of to dos at 40. I took a break from a break neck lifestyle moved home to where I grew up found my roots and wrote three books of poetry. There was also a lot of school work and therapy. I found my way back from a very dark place. Along the way I documented the Journey and this is what I got. I hope you learn from it I hope it helps. I love you all. Dr. Charles Cooper III