Princes Charming and a Glass Sister

<p align=center><em>Cousin to schizophrenia </em><strong><em>Borderline Personality Disorder </em></strong><em></em></p><p align=center><strong><em>(BPD</em></strong><em>) </em><em>affects about 2% of the population</em>. </p><p><em><strong>Our father</strong></em><em> ricocheted through childhood as one of 3 siblings dropped at a Sasakatchewan Canada orphanage in the mid-1920s.  As a child-Edgar went to farm foster homes was adopted once and sent back.  Their father surfaced briefly from Michigan dying of TB –which he gave me - in 1952 or 53 and the siblings estranged each other totally by the early 1970s.</em></p><p><em><strong>Edgar borderlined or schizophreniaed his way</strong></em><em> through a crude and lewd control freak adulthood --menacing his wife and 3 children - moving us so frequently well - from age 5-12 I attended 13 schools and moved 18 times.  He was a self-made (?) Ameri-Canadian gipsy.</em></p><ul><li><em>·         </em><em>Abused by my grade 1 teacher I lost my age 6 year to amnesia once she was caught.  I woke up age 7 at a different school new town.  Despite other child and adult traumas that was my </em><em>only</em><em> dis-associative experience.  My childhood was normal enough after that school-wise ‘til grade 7.</em></li><li><em>·         </em><em>Childhood stopped at age 12.  </em><em>Chased out of home at noon Dad brutally discarded me to Children’s Services the same afternoon.  They moved and got a silent phone number.  Four years of messing with my teenage-hood followed as he took me back and made me run away in fear all the time.   Bait and switch by Dad and anxiety/depression ruled those years.  I </em><em>never</em><em> knew where I stood with him.</em></li><li><em>·         </em><em>At age 15 20 days shy of 16 Pierre 21 Dad forced us into a doomed marriage.  By age 20 I was divorced and re-married.</em></li></ul><p><em>A lot of life happened between ages 20-38.  Then happily married </em>22 years ago I survived a weird sexual assault in a <em>work colleague off-duty environment: by a police detective –</em> my temporary boss for a week.  Curiously other police witnessed but did not intervene.  <em>His their alcohol abuse was involved.</em>  It was really stupid.  No one is identified herein by name - only by rank.</p><p>I translate my 16 dream journal and some of their <em><strong>universal symbols and themes.  </strong></em><em>I was </em>Carl Jung and Sigmund Freud et al studied/influenced and <em>psycho-analyst-assisted</em>.</p><p>I have no children and am glad to not pass on damaged chromosomes.</p><p><strong>MURTHY’S LAW:  <em>EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED</em></strong></p>