Recess A Love Story That Never Left The Playground

<p>The instant I met Neil I started to enjoy my life with added enthusiasm and confidence. Every moment was special. I could remember each intimate detail as if it had happened yesterday. Thinking about our teenage romance made me feel young and beautifull and very much in love.</p><p>I spent years always wondering but only ever entertained the thought as an erotic fantasy. Where was he? Was he happy? Did he ever think about me? </p><p>I never gave up searching and heard through the grapevine that he had moved up north. I had moved out west.</p><p> Any connection seemed doomed anyway that was such a long time ago. Even if we met again it wouldn't be the same. Too much water under the bridge and our lives would have taken different pathways.</p><p>Im not a quitter. Im a risk taker. I go with my gut. I fight for the things that I want. I fight hard. Sometimes too hard. Is it really worth it ???</p><p></p>