Revenge Cake

I didnt want to fall in love with Logan an infamous relationship slut.He fell in love too easy for it to ever be real.And I refused to end up just one more crazy ex-girlfriend.But he used his self-deprecating charm to wear me down and I let myself fall.Even though I was afraid hed abandon me once he learned about my anxiety disorder.And thats exactly what he did.He shattered my heart into a million pieces and now its time for him to pay.Revenge never tasted so sweet.But I have to be careful.I cant get too close.I cant let myself fall in love with him again.Ive never loved anyone more than Leilani the fiercest woman Ive ever met.But I cant let her break my heart for the second time.I wont survive it.If were going to be together after college she needs to handle her addiction to anxiety pills.She cant do that if Im around to enable her.And thats exactly why I had to leave.But one look into those severe brown eyes and Im transported back to the night we met.The night I fell in love with her.I know I have to stay away.But I miss her.And whats the harm in just one look?