Editing These Poems Decades Later I Am Remembering Something That I Lost Or Surrendered. As A Young Adult I Struggled To Reconcile Awareness Of My Higher Self And Spirit Guide With The Day-To-Day Reality. As A Result I Lost Faith In Both. Today At Fifty-Four Years Young I Have Come Home To The Open Channel Of Youth. My Higher Self And Spirit Guide Are A Comfort To Me Still. They Have Cared For And Protected Me In Some Of The Most Peculiar Situations. I Have Listened To Them And Ignored Them Over The Years. They Have Loved Me Unconditionally Regardless. Life Is A Journey That Explores The Spiritual Realms Of Being Weaving Our Souls Contracts Into Meaningful Purpose.