Rocking His Fake World

<p><strong>Luna is my great love story.</strong><br><em>I feel it in my bones in the pit of my stomach.</em><br><em>I feel it every time she opens her mouth to sing and every time she smiles.</em><br><em>I feel it every time we touch with every beat of my heart and every breath I take.</em><br><br>I know everyone is right but I don't care.<br>I know I'm going to be more broken in the end than I've ever been before but that won't stop me.<br><br>I knew the moment I pretended to be her fake boyfriend.<br>The moment I lied to myself that I wasn't falling in love with her.<br>The moment we both agreed that whatever this thing was between was over when she went on tour.<br><br>I stand in the parking lot in the middle of the night watching her tour bus drive out of sight and I'm suddenly reminded of something I'll never get.<br>I'll never have what my friends have spending every day together for the rest of their lives.<br>I'll never get to have a family with the woman I love.<br>I'll never be the proud father who's passing out pink bubble gum cigars.<br><br>The night around me is quiet cold windy and wet.<br>Suddenly I've never felt more alone.<br>Would I take back all those days I spent with her? </p><p>Would I take back all those stolen kisses? </p><p>All those nights spent dreaming of just one more night?<br>Even if it could take away a little bit of this pain?<br><br><strong>Not for an instant.</strong><br><strong>I'd do it all over again... because she's worth the heartbreak.</strong><br><strong>Now with only the memory of her kisses to hold on to I realize how wrong I was.</strong></p>