Ruined

<p>I'm fifty shades of screwed up. I love too hard and too much and my love? It's destructive.<br><br>Joey found me at one of the lowest points of my life right when I was ready to give it all up and he saved me. He taught me how to breathe when I felt like my lungs no longer worked.<br><br>But the cause of my downfall Tristan is back and he's tearing through my life like a tornado. I miss him but I can't breathe when he's near. I'm drowning all over again.<br><br>Tristan doesn't know who I am anymore. He still loves the innocent naive girl I used to be.<br><br>But she's dead because Joey killed her when he gave me a purpose.<br><br>My life is imploding around me. My ground is shaky at best and before long an earthquake is splitting my world in half.<br><br>I'm lost. Untethered. Broken.<br><br>