Ryan's Bed

<p>I crawled into Ryan Jensen’s bed that first night by accident.</p><p>I barely knew him. I thought it was his sister’s bed—her room. It took seconds to realize my error and I should've left...</p><p>I didn’t.</p><p>I didn’t jump out.</p><p>I didn’t get embarrassed.</p><p>I relaxed.</p><p>And that night in that moment it was the only thing I craved.</p><p>I asked to stay. He let me and I slept.</p><p>The truth? I never wanted to leave his bed. If I could've stayed forever I would have.</p><p>He became my sanctuary.</p><p>Because—four hours earlier—my twin sister killed herself.</p><p> </p>