Say You Swear

<p>For years I've dreamt of what college life could bring and while some things changed there was always one constant.</p><p>It didn't matter how wild I allowed my imagination to run it always led me to the same place in the end. </p><p><br></p><p>It led me to him. </p><p>My future was clear and he was it. </p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>Until suddenly ... he wasn't. </p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>Now I'm a shell of who I was on a path too blurry to follow and I see no way out.</p><p>No way up. </p><p><br></p><p><br></p><p>They say first loves last forever.</p><p>That's exactly what I'm afraid of.</p>