Sculpting Lillian

Since Her Divorce People In Lillians Life Have Said Such Things As Be Happy Its Over Now You Dont Have To Put Up With Him Anymore Enjoy Being Single I Wish I Had That Type Of Freedom. Lillian Wants To Punch These People As All Of These Words Are Bullshit They Dont Describe Her Experience At All. She Thought It Would Be Just Like Any Other Relationship Breakup She Had Experienced In The Past With The Usual Feelings Of Anger Sadness Even Heartbreak Eventually Simply Being Able To Let Go And Move On. But Here She Is Feeling What Can Best Be Described As Disorientation. Yes There Are Commonalities To A Relationship Breakup Especially A Long-Term Relationship But She Is Much More Confused Than She Had Ever Been Doesnt Know Who She Is Anymore Why She Chose This Person In The First Place How To Be Single When She Was Sure She Would Spend The Rest Of Her Life With The Same Person. Considering This Confusion Lillians Post-Divorce Journey Includes Casual Sex-Dates Followed By More Confusion Digging Into Her Past And Childhood For Answers And Eventually The Decision To Attempt Healing. Lillian Has To Find Herself Understand Her Motivations Triggers Fears Insecurities. In Short This Process Is One Big Fat Shit Storm. Pride And Pretences Have To Be Left Behind For Lillian To Get In Touch With Her Authentic Messy And Complicated Self.