Second Chance Ranch

You build your world around someone and then what happens when they disappear? Where do you go-into pieces into atoms do you fly blindly into the arms of another man? You go shopping; you go to the movies and art galleries to a friends home for dinner. You work odd hours. Do you make love to someone else? Someone you hardly know? Consider the hours the days spent in this room imagining myself to be the vase on the window ledge the chair sheltering cautiously under the desk to be the sulfur head of an exploding match the shattered lead ripped out of the broken pencil on the floor. If you squint your eyes you think you see him again but hes never there. Its only his spirit a memory thats whats there under the bed when you kiss someone else. Its in your coffee cup in your bath water in your tears. And it will always make you cry. Unfinished business always comes back to haunt you and a man who swears hell love you forever isnt finished with you until hes done.