Shadow of My Dreams

Although his seeking to accomplish great things in the goal of the American dream is fallen before his eyes there is a meaning which is new. As he faces the truth before him a kind of cosmic connection grows more apparent in his awareness. He finds new ways of being and a mindfulness in expression that does work for his life anyway. While he may never be and Admiral in the US military he feels a growing awareness of his leadership as his ideal of being an Astronaut become more clear to him. And his resistance to advice on how to be a man has kept his friendship and good relations with others in the arts who are also non-conformist to antiquated ways of dealing with their humanity. He sees a bigger dream that he understood as a teenager and he lives well in the shadow of his dreams.