SHE vs. ME: It Was the War Within for Me

The greatest war that you will ever fight against is who? Yup! You! Mind Vs. Heart. Flesh Vs. Spirit. Past Vs. Future. In my case it was SHE VS. ME. Listen! Life became different when I figured out I could put a name to my hurt. SHE was my hurt. And I used SHE as a personal affectionate pronoun to get me by in life. Dont worry yall. Im not crazy...anymore: ). I needed a way of escape. I needed to name what was tearing me apart and causing ME to vanish. I didnt develop SHE to pass on the responsibility of my actions but to separate the good from the bad. We all have experienced that bad right? There was something in me that was fighting against what Gods will was for my life. And I was determined to find it. SUICIDE tried to take me out. ANXIETY had me depressed. And being a LESBIAN had me confused and put my identity in a serious crisis. Oh and it doesnt stop there. Life is so invigorating. And you can do with it what you please. Your choice. You can break yourself down in any way that you want to figure yourself out. I did. So come and take a ride with me. Lets journey through this path of choices. Yes. Choice. Its a gift that is freely offered to us from God. Be careful though. It can come with serious consequences. Did you know that you can choose to be free? For years I walked around with chains on. And I had the key in my hand the whole time! Crazy right? I Thank you for going on this journey with ME! As we go deeper you will be introduced to my ME-chanisms those who made SHE and ME. So put your seatbelts on and buckle up buttercups! Its about to be a long ride...  Sincerely ME