The Beautiful Perfect Seven

A Journey.In the middle half of the fifth decade of life I experienced am still experiencing a significant and thoroughly uncomfortable alteration in personality outlook mindset and philosophy right to the core of my being. It started with a life change. A down in the dirt shift life alteration. Looking back it would be easy to proclaim this as a gift but through the process I will say I would not wish this on my worst enemy. I lived against my nature with a bright shine and fresh smelling bouquet of pure and undefiled prosperity which you could take to the bank. In fact I spent years hidden behind a lie a plastic mask keeping my true nature buried. It worked out mostly. The Beautiful Perfect Seven came into my life I did not go bankrupt or go off the deep end until everything settled down and spun out of control and became undone. An understatement.Time became a commodity on my side or against me as I look back. Either way I went through a life alteration from making hundreds of decisions daily to a full stop with nothing to do.Then CRAZY pounded on the door.