The Book of Gems

From the very moment of my conciousness beginning stages of teething .. I found out whom I was what I'd been before & most importantly just whom I was soon to become! For years I'd longed for consistent & stable relationships. Whether it was seeking the attention I'd always wished for from my dad. Or the beauty that I'd always seen in the greatest creation known to man... Woman! Yes I've always been a lover's boy with a heart of tender loving care. My mom told me one day always treat a woman the way you'd want your mama to be treated! This is blueprint to my life. But quickly it became the destruction before my eye's.. From the way the I embraced the beautiful Mother Nature the photosynthesis of & into life the experiences the oppression spirituality love conditions that alter us. All these things make up of something that only you could self reflect. I looked at this opportunity of life as I did embracing the GEMS within a woman! Indeed I came from you & soo did all things that has birth of life. While my photosynthesis may have been a bit different grown a bit wilder with thorns with lack of knowing how to tend to the garden of life. This is called growing pains! One of which I've felt hard pressed from all sides! I have a saying that the abused in turn becomes the abuser! Well if that's the case then I guess I have succumbed to the accuser! From panged outcries of the fetus in the womb to the being that lived in bodily form to be doomed! I was oppressed & to have caused pressure. All in all I simply wanted to make love to this thing called life. This was my reason of why without even knowing the repercussions & consequences that would follow behind. Good thing my dad told me that a mistake is no longer a mistake once you correct it. Each life lived is a book to be written all we have to do is open it & there lies the answers. Within mine I found The Book of GEMS ..