<p>After the drama at Harry's family cocktail party on Thursday and confessing my feelings for Noah on Friday I'm looking forward to a weekend away with the boys.</p><p><br></p><p>So after packing up my wellies tweeds and a fancy dress or two we are off to the countryside!&nbsp;</p><p>And everything seems perfect.&nbsp;</p><p>Harry and I are closer than we've ever been.</p><p>My relationship with Noah is finally progressing to more.&nbsp;</p><p>The boys' club is stronger than ever and we get a weekend away with no parents!</p><p><br></p><p>Except well it isn't all that perfect.&nbsp;</p><p>Because Harry's parents still think we're dating and sometimes I wonder if he does too.&nbsp;</p><p>Harry still doesn't know that Noah and I are kind of a couple.</p><p>Helen is questioning my every move not trusting that I'll behave myself.</p><p>My dad seems to have a man crush on Harry.</p><p>And even though Noah and I have shared our feelings he won't share his body with me.&nbsp;</p><p><br></p><p>I know we're going to have the best time together but I can't help but think about how when the weekend is over everything is going to change.</p><p>After all I never expected to wind up in Harry's arms again having him look at me like he still loves me. And I never expected to hear that Noah thinks I'm going to break his heart.&nbsp;</p><p>It's only one weekend but a lot can change in just a few days.</p><p><br></p>