The Flock That Braved Me

This was not a test not a dress rehearsal. Being instantly stripped of my freedom. March 20th 2024. In no way shape or form could I have been prepared or polished for this inevitable event. As excited as I was to be released from Bexar County riding in that white SUV early in the morning I would never be able to prepare for what was about to happen. Let's backtrack to summarize the way I landed on these grounds. January 12th 2021. I took the Devil's Cup behind the wheel of my vehicle and the impatience and immaturity. Due to it once again relationship gone wrong miscarriage and sadness I ran a red light and wrecked that weapon into an innocent mother like myself. I caused Mrs. F. trauma PTSD and a minor hip fracture she never deserved. I pray she forgives me and I will pray for her till my last breath. I was in denial if I ever thought alcohol didn't ruin things. It ruined my relationships my health my thoughts my confidence. Physically it hurt Mrs.F and myself. My daughter has been a witness of this whole process which I pray she consumes as a learning experience live and in action. Being here in jail/devilcation I have not only dove knee deep into my Bible to gain the knowledge and the wisdom in Proverbs but to understand a deep far more empowering way of life. I am forgiven I am loved and I am a child of the utmost higher power. My God that's the confidence I embody now as I journaled my way through this book. I have held myself accountable for my words and how to effectively communicate. Those who are wise say little and journal it! So enjoy the journey with me.