The Girl who was Sorrow's Friend

The Girl Who Was Sorrow's Friend was written in 2014 (I think) and a friend helped me edit it. It was quite a mess and I had a hard time in the aftermath of writing it deciding what to make of it. I was exploring stream of consciousness writing and it was my first foray into fiction somewhat though I found myself jumping into the narrative breaking the fourth wall. The book centers on a young woman named Sid who we find at loose ends and feeling disconnected from friends remembering the only man she ever loved who died before her dark eyes after saving her from OD'ing twice; and her mother's death a suicide; her father's illness leaving him catatonic; and finding herself unemployed with no direction a dark seed is planted in her otherwise strong spirit.