The grave that was never filled

I walk around turn My head back and see nothing but all fog. It disappears when I get closer I see him hes right there. Standing wearing his favourite sky Blue jeans and shirt always the same colour. I go close held his hand in mine but he turned away in the black fog. Now its all black. My whole life is black. Im stuck stuck for a long time. Theres no light no hope. Not even him. So how do I hold myself how do I get out of it? No idea I fear that I would be stuck here for forever! Can someone call her? Because after him shes the only hope for me.