The Hole in the Soul

<p>What once saved me was now killing me. Slowly but surely.</p><p>I thought alcohol was the love of my life - turns out is was a homicidal maniac.</p><p>Mesmerised I was dragged into its whirlpool sucked deeper and deeper into a chemical vortex. A magnetic force that lured me in while destroying everything in its path rendering me powerless.</p><p>What began as a feeling of connection ended in isolation and a slow descent into despair leaving me a spiritually bankrupt hollow soul in a wreckage of broken relationships and shattered dreams.</p><p>This journey I chose to take though fraught with challenges chaos and calamity also had the possibility of redemption and rebuilding.</p><p>And that's what I did - one day at a time.</p>