She wakes day after day from restless sleep to find herself living every mothers nightmare-watching her son the second of her five children wither away from the ravages of cancer. He depends on her to survive. They all depend on her. Their needs move her feet and guide her hands. As a single mom she is beyond tired. Her soul grows weary. Every waking minute laced with fear for her sons tomorrows. Each sleeping minute entangled with fear from her childhood yesterdays. As her head hits the pillow