The Manor Exposed 2 -No Investigative Reporting What Were They Hiding?

I woke up to the sound of dogs barking. Stretching yawning and looking over at my husband made me wanna wake him up to walk the dog. Then I realized it was just the alarm on my cellphone sounding off. At 5am it still looked like night fall. Wrapped in a blanket I sat at the edge of my bed looking out of the window. The house was cold and I could almost hear the wind howling. I was staring at the sky as it started to change colors. It was a beginning to a whole new day and the end of yesterday. I remember hearing my mothers voice when I was a kid saying Its time to rise and shine. So I got up and started getting ready for work. Looking in the mirror before I left my hair was a mess. Putting on weight I could barely fit into my scrubs. I was eating to feel good about myself. But I didnt realize how big I had gotten until I was busting out of my pants. Then I tried to hide it by using safety pins to hold them together. But when I got to work Yvonne Kelly had seen it. She started laughing and nodded her head to one of the housekeepers to get her to laugh and she did. I tried to make it seem like it didnt bother me but I was hurt. It was so hard to love myself when I hated the way I looked. I went from being called glamour girl when I was young to pretty girl by a coworker then a monkey from the planet of the apes making me feel that I looked like an animal.